At first I've been driving myself really crazy lately. All this same routine everyday makes me go mentally ill. I can't stand all the boredom and non-excitement. I can't stand being away from my friends and babes and sluts and bitches and bambos. I feel so restless. I need fun and excitement but seriously, what is FUN?

I realised that its such a short word that no wonder it doesn't last long. One minute you could be having the time of your life and the next thing you know it, its GONE. Just like that. Just in a blink of an eye. It sux really but what can you do. We humans constantly seek for excitement and the atmosphere of "fun"! But seriously, i don't know what is FUN anymore. When you think back, everything fun that you possibly could do has been done and repeating it over and over again just looses the fine touches of fun.

Then what?

You try something new and totally wild? But how far can we go? Are we allowed to?

I don't know what I'm blabbering here about. It must be all this boredom and staying at home doing nothing and probably not seeing my friends and college mates that makes life seem so "blah"! Now you see the importance of people around you that you cal buds, mates, gals, etc...